I went to watch 天冷就回来 ytd.. Quite a nice show, but not as nice as I expected, maybe cos I've watched sth even nicer than that. But the main actor was damn good!! His singing rocks sia. And I got a chance to see 石欣卉, cos she was acting in the show also. ^^


It's raining too little.

IceWolf
wishing... 4:45:00 PM

OMG. Today's 2.4 run was damn tiring. Sec 3s + Sec 4s. Guys ran together then girls split (run per level). For guys (according to Jovyne) 1st was sec 4 Vincent (NCC) then 2nd sec 3 Khan Liang (Bballer). [To Jovyne: haha I didn't really lose lor.. At least there was a 1st from sports.. Just that he's from sec 3 =P] 1st from 4C was Ming Guan (WOW! So unexpected LOL) then 2nd was Qiong Xi then the rest I dunno le. For girls I also dunno cos I was running. Haha.



After run me Jovyne Shih Han Zhen Yan went to Marine Parade to buy bubble tea. Then me and Jovyne took 31 back then I dunno where Shih Han and Zhen Yan go. On the way home we saw Jovyne's junior so we went down (we were initially on the upper deck) to talk to him, letting up 2 seats for other ppl. LOL.



And ya I'm now super tired. I think I'm gonna have muscle cramps tmr..

IceWolf
wishing... 7:07:00 PM

OMG. ORAL. I think I did ok? Dunno. Feels screwed yet it doesn't? Dunno. The only thing good was that XiYing said I talked very long. LOL. At least this means I had things to say. So overall should be ok ba.. And I got Mrs Hudd. So... Dunno lah.. Must see results. =S


How many more days to mid-years..?

IceWolf
wishing... 12:51:00 PM

I'll start piahing for exams. Hope I dun flunk my mid-year....

IceWolf
wishing... 11:02:00 PM

Nationals are done (lost to RGS 4-1), and I can finally concentrate on my studies.

I'm happy, yet sad at the same time.

We're stepping down, and although I'm much of a slacker, I think I'll still miss the tough trainings we have every 3 days per week, the matches we play during trainings with a hint of seriousness and laughter, disagreements and arguments with teammates, etc.

It's been 4 years. Even with all the disagreements we had, I think there's still this bond, no matter weak or strong, between everyone in this badminton team that cannot be broken. I don't bear grudges to anyone in the team, and I think I'll miss everyone, even those who may not be on good terms with me. I'll especially miss the sec 3s: you are my best juniors ever.

4 years. To remember (I have STM) to bring rackets, shirts etc. for training. Waiting for XH's reminder about the next training the day before every fortday (fortnights are 2 weeks, so fortdays are 2 days ^^). Complaining about how tiring training is.

I still rmb the earlier days of trainings. I would complain about the trainings that are coming, and I don't deny that I've made up excuses so as to skip training (Of course a few only lah). But over the many weeks and months, it has been made a habit to go to training, no matter train or no training, and not going makes me think of what they are doing, and I feel bad. Seriously. I may not show it, but it's there in my heart.

And now we're stepping down. Handing over the job of doing well in this sport to our next batch of players. Jiayou! Even though we're not with you bodily(?), we'll always be supporting you spiritually. (More in our hearts and mentally lah. We're gone but not dead yet.) Aim for nationals top 4, but hit the nationals champ! =)

-AHS badminton 2009-

IceWolf
wishing... 6:30:00 PM

I dun feel like gong to school these days. I'm so stressed up. ELit test today (which I screwed), EMaths test tmr (which I'm gonna miss and re-taken on Fri), HCL make-up test on Wed (which I think I'm gonna screw), SS test on Thurs (which I have no comments on). And I'm gonna miss Chem and Hist make-up lessons tmr, and SEL which I think Mrs Chew's gonna fuss about. SIAN.

And mid-years are less than a month away. Even more sian.

I really must learn to control my temper.

I have so many things kept inside me yet I can't find anyone to tell them to.

Feeling so down, yet no one's there for me. No one seems to notice my unusually short temper which has came back since it ended last year? LOL. I'm like having mood swings these few days, and even my so-called good friend isn't even helping. How sad.

IceWolf
wishing... 9:07:00 PM

Went to visit him ytd. My mum says he's optimistic, and I really hope he will pull through. But I heard that the doc says that his condition is not very good, so ya.. Pray that he will get well again.



20.35pm:
Watching Campus Super Star. So far I think Jarod's the best. I think he'll get champ cos too many ppl support him. I hope Jiamin or AiJia get into next round instead of Joselyn. Not that I dun like her or anything. But I feel that the other 2 are better.



22.26pm:
OMG AiJia went in? LOL? Her singing rocks but her votes..? WOW. Anw I was damn shocked. I thought JiaMin would go in. And first time I see AiJia cry in front of the camera sia. LOL. I think AiJia will win in singing but Jarod will win in the no. of votes. Let's see who gets champ.



22.37pm:
WTH? I think AiJia sing much nicer than Jarod lah. Why they get same score? This is SO weird. But since they got same score Jarod should win le. He got more votes. And I still feel that AiJia is much much better than Jarod.
OMG 林宥嘉's singing sucks on stage. 赶拍 and 走音. =S



22.55pm:
Jarod won, and he's like singing much better now lah. LOL. Anw good job AiJia ^^ Brought honour to our school.


And now I'm going to sleep. Still got 2 test tmr.

IceWolf
wishing... 9:37:00 PM

I really have problems sleeping at night. Too many things on my mind.



你要快点好起来。我真的不知道没有你会是怎样的生活。大家都习惯有你在，习惯吃你煮的东西，习惯你那听不懂的话。我想大家都把你当成理所当然地在我们身边。我很想跟你说声对不起，但我不知怎么开口。如果时间能倒流，我想我一定会更珍惜你的。我们大家都在为你祈祷，希望你快点康复，回到我们的生活里。

但我也不想看见你再受苦。好犹豫。

有太多的感受，我真的不知怎么去表达。

我也不知应不应该说出去。

怎么办。我感觉好辛苦。

终于明白为什么别人常说不要等到失去了才来后悔之前没有好好珍惜。

IceWolf
wishing... 10:52:00 AM

Omg I'm still sick sia.. Damn sian leh.. It's like 1 mth already lah.. I wanna see doctor.. Dun even noe if it's open today.. Maybe I'll go tmr cos JY coming later to study. Being sick is so not fun esp when it's cough + flu.. SIAN.

IceWolf
wishing... 1:45:00 PM

飛輪海-孤单摩天轮

旋转木马拼命奔跑 每一步换一阵热闹
云霄飞车疯狂转弯 听一声颤抖的尖叫

我 只是摩天轮 静静等着谁来到
当 她降临怀中 我的心开始孤单的跳

再一圈 再飞一圈就好 她无助眼神 还没有依靠
我多想 伸出双手给她 一个紧紧拥抱但我做不到
再一圈 再陪陪她就好 让我可以扬起她 沉重的嘴角
不怕她的眼泪 让我的心生锈 游乐场打烊后 谁会知道

排队的人总那么多 快乐的人却这么少
奇怪是我只想带她 一起去天空中寻宝

我 如果飞得高 也许她会笑一笑
可我 拼了命向上 结果却慢慢地往下掉

再一圈 再飞一圈就好 她无助眼神 还没有依靠
我多想 伸出双手给她 一个紧紧拥抱但我做不到
再一圈 再陪陪她就好 让我可以扬起她 沉重的嘴角
不怕她的眼泪 让我的心生锈 游乐场打烊后 谁会知道

再一圈 再飞一圈就好 她寂寞手心 在等谁打扰
我宁愿 交换所有给她 一个紧紧拥抱哪怕就一秒
再一圈 再陪陪她就好 让我可以记得她 头发的味道
就算我走不到 她的天涯海角 这瞬间已足够 天荒地老

IceWolf
wishing... 8:48:00 PM

I still dunno who that person is.

Anw we lost to DHS again 3-2. This time we should have used the lousy lineup. LOL. Our lineup like always wrong de, except for the time we played with TKGS.
So now we're out of nationals or both C and B'girls, but top 8's a good result. I really hope the juniors will get into the top 4 in the next few years.

I saw the chinese newspaper writing on the match btw C'boys and Hai Sing. And it's like..? Last yr it was table tennis, AHS vs DHS, this yr is bmt, AHS vs Hai Sing. Since it's the umpire's decision, just let the matter rest lah. You dun have the power to ask the umpire to change his decision, his position is like the highest in the game lah. Have sportsmanship. By fighting till the score's this close is difficult. Just accept the fate that's give to you. There's no need to make a mountain out of a molehill. (<--correct??)

Mid-years are less than a month away. Should start studying le. I'm so gonna chiong my studies after next tue's RGS match.

Hope DHS wins SCG next tues.

IceWolf
wishing... 7:36:00 PM

oh well. i dun think any1 noes how i feel anyway. i'm bad at expressing my feelings.
when i say sorry ppl think im joking, when i dun say ppl think im rude. omg. this is so weird.


i feel like just shutting myself out from the ppl and just be in my own world for a few days. so i won't see the bad side of ppl and they won't see the bad side of me.


sometimes i think i say things too crudely. i'm sorry to those whom i've ever 得罪 and it's up to u to forgive.

IceWolf
wishing... 9:50:00 PM

Ok. I edited my post.
To think of it, I shouldn't blame any1 for the outcome of the match. It depends on luck then?

But I seriously hate ppl trying to tell me what I should or should not do in that arrogant tone and scolding vulgarities in my personal space. Don't you noe how to follow instructions?

IceWolf
wishing... 9:29:00 PM

Today was tiring. I miss so many lessons and the no of lessons and tests I have to make up is like...? I dunno. There's Emaths, chem, ELit, HCL.. Damn sian. And I'm suffering from insomnia. I can't seem to get to sleep at nite, then the next day I feel damn tired. Haiz.. Maybe it's cos too many things are happening.

IceWolf
wishing... 9:01:00 PM

I'm in the com lab having Amaths extra lessons. (*note: this is NOT a remedial)
And I have absolutely nothing to do now.

And I have a test later.

And I'll be late for training.

And I'm not feeling well. Hope it doesn't affect my cheering tmr against DHS. I know we can win. Jiayou AHS BMT!

IceWolf
wishing... 3:24:00 PM

Lost to SCGS 3-2.

Anw today was a lousy day. Even though it was raining. Cos I didn't even see it rain. Damn it.

Hope that some miracle will happen.

IceWolf
wishing... 4:58:00 PM

I seriously hate you shunzhi. Just piss off and leave me alone.

IceWolf
wishing... 9:36:00 PM

飛輪海-默默

这是一个没有答案的问题
我感觉我变了 谁让我变了
原本这是一个没有答案的问题
却被你解开了 简单的揭开了

你走过来 带着和别人不同的对白
你甚至不让我知道 你对我有多好

慢慢的 这份爱 悄悄地住下来
深深的 在心里 没人看得出来
安静的 但却一直都在 是你默默的爱

慢慢的 这份爱 已经变成依赖
浅浅的 笑容里却让我充满期待
不用说 我就能够明白 你默默的爱

这是一个没有答案的问题
我感觉我变了 谁让我变了
原本这是一个没有答案的问题
却被你解开了 简单的解开了

你走过来 带着和别人不同的对白
你甚至不让我知道 你对我有多好

慢慢的 这份爱 悄悄地住下来
深深的 在心里 没人看得出来
安静的 但却一直都在 是你默默的爱

慢慢的 这份爱 已经变成依赖
浅浅的 笑容里却让我充满期待
不用说 我就能够明白 你默默的爱

未来的每一天 不管发生什么 能不能交给我呢
我要永远陪着你 守护着你直到最后

慢慢的 这份爱 悄悄地住下来
深深的 在心里 没人看得出来
安静的 但却一直都在 是你默默的爱

慢慢的 这份爱 已经变成依赖
浅浅的 笑容里却让我充满期待
不用说 我就能够明白 你默默的爱

IceWolf
wishing... 9:07:00 PM

Played with Sports School on Friday. And of course we lost, but we didn't really get thrashed.

And I told someone (cant rmb who) "Their players all in SSS".
If u dun get it then nvm.

Mid-yrs coming, must TRY to make myself work harder. Haiz.. Hard sia..

And I'm damn sian now...









You think you are always right. You still don't know what you did wrong. Stop being stuck in your own world and look around at your surroundings. Treasure what you have more. Don't regret only when you lose something. But you won't really care, will you?
I really can't make myself confide in you. You don't even feel like my friend. I'm more like your tool isn't it? Only usable when you need it. Then throwing me to one side when I'm of no more use. I hate this kind of friend. But yet I can't help being loyal to you, to every friend. I really wonder how long I can stand this kind of life.

IceWolf
wishing... 12:15:00 PM

Mon: Played with NanHua, won 4-1. Amelia lost to their best singles, which was quite a close fight. But Amelia not enough stamina. Anw good game Amelia ^^

Today: Played with FairField, won 4-1 again. And again Amelia lost. LOL. But this school quite strong, their 1st singles almost on par with Shayln, but of course Shayln better. =) Then Amelia played with their 2nd, but again she got not enough stamina. I think Amelia more suitable to play doubles, the she have more chances to smash and tap. Deadly. LOL.
And Mrs. Lim came today. I think it was cos janice forced her to. LOL.

Chem SPA was like '???'. Quite easy. Then ppl say bio SPA dun need study and it's easy. So I'm not gonna study.

And I hope ppl will vote for Amelia in the council presidential election. She may be 'kao pei' at times, but she's really in to her job. Maybe sometimes a bit too in. LOL. She will be a good president.

IceWolf
wishing... 8:09:00 PM